Missin' my WV's.... :'-(

Okay, so I terribly miss all of my WV friends... A LOT!!!   It's just not right!  I feel so seperated.  NO ME GUSTA!!! 

I hate the fact that I'm literally 1000 miles away from everyone and everything that's going on.  I miss our parties, our talks, our hanging out, our going out, our moe's nights, and ALL of our laughing.  It's saddening to my heart, lol.... but I'm serious, I miss you all way too much.  I knew it would be hard to leave and Daniel always told me that the first summer I was to be away would be the worst, I didn't believe him at all, but.... HE WAS RIGHT! 

I love you all so much!  I can't wait for when I come back in July (25-29) I expect to see you all!    :)

- JaYfoRd

My songs...

So this school year I've written some songs... these are two of them... basically they're the two that mean the most to me...

Lord, I will Sing

Lord I will sing, Lord I will dance,

Lord I lift my hands;

As a humble heart, I will bow to You,

For You’ve heard my cry;

Let my arms stretch to show Your love,

Let my feet march on;

Let my heart burn strong as fire,

Let my mouth sing praise to Your name.

Lord I seek Your face, in the throne room of Grace,

Lord I worship You;

To the ends of the Earth, I will follow You,

For You’re un-matchless worth;

And as the enemy, begins to deceive,

I will worship You, my Lord;

And as fear and doubt, begin to tempt my mind,

I will praise You, my King.

Here I Stand 

Come Lord and meet me here, in this place where I have come to worship;

Come Lord and heal my pain, for my heart is tattered and torn;

Be my every waking breath, so I smell Your fragrance of splendor;

Come Lord and be my light, for my path is cloudy and grey.

So here I stand offering my life;

Live in my heart so the whole world will see Your love;

Pour down your grace, uncover my eyes;

Show me Your way that I would carry on.

These songs mean soo much to me! 

Alright... so here goes...

I've had enough with people!  I'm tired of stereotyping... I'm tired of people's bull crap.  I'm tired of living in sin and doing things just because my "friends" are doing it.  I don't give a crap about anything but GOD!  ARG!!!!  People are pissing me off so much at this very moment.   It seems like NOBODY gets it anymore!!!!  Even people who claim to be christians... "I'm gonna do what I want bc I can repent and it'll all be better.."    WRONG!       ASDFKLJSALFJASLFASLKFJLSAKFJKLSAJ FLKASJ FLKASJFKLASJFLKASJFLKAJ SFLKASJFLKJSAFLJASLFJASLFJSOIDFjPOAWJERFP HERANHDFPOHDSPFHPOSDFHPAJGF:OHERPFGJEOJ

okay, so that was my anger...

OPEN YOUR EYES and take a look at what God wants for you... He's turned my life around.....   He'll do the same for you if you'll let Him! 

Tonight... I practiced the sax and piano for a while...  Ya know what?  I sang a song that I wrote and God showed up... He started moving in my heart, and showing me some things about the way I've been living that aren't what He wants.  (If you are even thinking anything remotely close to "well who cares what God wants" then please don't even talk to me until you get your head out of your butt!)  God's way should be the only way that you want to live... not yours, not your brothers, not your sisters, or you boyfriends, or your pastors, or your parents... GOD'S way!!!   

Any questions?

- Jayford

Wow...

Okay, so I've been listening to a lot of Donnie McClurkin's stuff... OMG I love his music!  It speaks everything that needs to be said!   ie.- this is my fav song that he does...

"I call you Faithful"

I call you holy, Your name is holy, You are so holy to me.  I call you holy, Your name is holy, holy You are and holy You'll be!  Yeah!  Yeah!  Yeah!

I call you righteous, Your name is righteous, You are so righteous to me.  I call you righteous, Your name is righteous, righteous You are and righteous You'll be!  Yeah!  Yeah!  Yeah!

I call you awesome, Your name is awesome, You are so awesome to me.  I call you awesome, Your name is awesome, awesome You are and awesome You'll be!  Yeah!  Yeah!  Yeah!

I call you faithful, Your name is faithful, You are so faithful to me.  I call you faithful, Your name is faithful, faithful You are and faithful You'll be!  Yeah!  Yeah!  Yeah!

I call you healer, Your name is healer, You are the healer to me.  I call you healer, Your name is healer, healer You are and healer You'll be!  Yeah!  Yeah!  Yeah!

I call you savior, Your name is savior, You are the savior to me.  I call you savior, Your name is savior, savior You are and savior You'll be!  Yeah!  Yeah!  Yeah!

I call you ALL THAT, Your name is ALL THAT, You have been ALL THAT to me.  I call you ALL THAT, Your name is ALL THAT, ALL THAT You are and ALL THAT You'll be!  Yeah!  Yeah!  Yeah!

Okay so it might not seem like a lot to you now, but if you go to my myspace profile and listen to it you'll probably fall in love with it too!!!     www.myspace.com/jayford86